Uurgh I'm annoyed with myself and embarrassed at this most recent show of blinding insecurity.
I may have possibly spent the last 10 minutes doing an attractiveness comparison with an irrelevant chick's facebook photos.
In my defence, she should really have better privacy settings. Seriously, who has their facebook page, wall, info and photos open to any Tom, Dick and Harry with a broadband connection?
In case you are curious, today I was hotter than her. I'm not being bitchy, she's pretty, with gorgeous skin. But whatever, Sunday's always leave me in a warm, self satisfied mood so sod it, I win this round! In the harsh grey light of Monday morning I may come to a different conclusion and those emotional scalpels may leave metaphysical scars.
Maybe I'm a masochist.